Man why did I have to work this side?!

Man after all these year's I been work side buy side what GWEN. She gave me up to a other boss,that I have to work for! Man I told that girl that I did not wanted to work tha tower! Soo mine times, the work is just too fucking hard on me. That I may show other people DOWN but all she told me was " I'm sorry Dr.e the big boss *the big boss whated you over there* whated you over there I wish there was something that I can do!" And that's when I say this to her " is there a way that you can FIGHT for me ?!" and thats when she told me "I all ready FIRGHT for Diana and they think you do not work as good any way".

All she did was started to cry like I did all through tha night. After are work was DONE and it was time for all us to PACK UP AND GO HOME, gwen told me this " you now that they are thinking about putting me to the tower what you so do not feel soo sad ok!" I just looked at her but in my baby mine I just did not whated to talk to her nooo more, that's how mad I was at her.All the things I did for this women she whated to gave me up like this,to me that is soo fuck up. And I all most told her that and still I whated to say why and the fuck she chould not fight for me. If this do not go as plan for me I think I my have to find a other job if there is 1 out there for me. Last week it was soo hard for me. I did not now where I was at. I keep showing people down and getting lost. Man I was soo pissoff that I did not what to talk to my old boss no more are I will say something that will hurt her in a bad way!!.

The next day I worked kindla fast and kindla keep up what people but it was not the same when I had lunch. Then when we got all done people keep saying " hey man is you ok I now that you is still mad that this what down but everything will be better soon just you watch. After the work was done we all got are things and head home, my old boss did not look my way because she knew I was pissed off at her.

Will today was all good,I keep doing my work and keep my baby mouth close some of tha day witch I enjoy a little but it was all good. And I had a little fun out of it.

My great 5 days.

So far I had a great day and everything his been good this few days. Wednesday me and the family had a BIG BBQ witch was alsome I enjoyed my mothers boyfriend cooking *yum*, after there that we what to go see some fireworks *yay. Thursday we did not do too much because it was soo fucking cold outside NO ONE DID NOT WHATED TO GO ANYWHERE! So we all just stay inside and witch movies and play the videogame. Friday my coworker call me about ?!?! Maybe 8 or 9 am saying " HEY EYES DO NOT FORGET TO COME TO THE OFFICE TO PICK UP YOUR CHECK!." Me not in my right little mine say " hnnn nooo okee". Man my ASS was dead to the world I was too tired to evening talk right. But after about 10:24 am I get up get dress and ride my little bike to the OFFICE as fast as I can. When I got my CHECK me was soo happy I what back home. Saturday I whated to call my friend to see how she was doing but like a bum ass I did not do that, this is what happen. My baby dumass what to go RIDE MY BIKE to a park that I like to hang out at. So I ride my bike up and down the raps like I always do,so apparently  I forgot to put my BACK TIER DOWN AND HIT THE GROUND NOT THAT HARD BUT LIKE  SCRATCHED IT THAT HARD AND boy I was soo PISS OFF AT MYSELF I THROUGH MY BIKE. And all I could of do was jump it RIGHT! I DID GET HURT A LITTLE NOT THAT BAD BUT I NOW NEXT TIME, Slow down and do it the right way.. Will this Sunday I got up after notice that I pissed on myself, now do not give me wrong but I was in the diaper all that time. So what I did was I got up and took off my lemon and started to wash them all. Tell somthing told me to start cleaning the house. After all that was done I set back play the game for a bit and put on a fresh  NEW DIAPER. So yay I cloud say that I kinda had a ok weekend. Now I have to fix my bed and GO TO BED NI NI. AND HAPPY 4 TOOO.

O and There is 1 more thing I forgot to say for girl and boys if yoo like a girly game this game maybe for yoo it.is called lollipop chainsaw check it out see what you think of it because me , I fucking love this game.

Wow what a great place.

Soo far after we move into or NEW place. Life so far his been good for us,I just wish we get things in the place soo that everone dose not have to set on the floor.

So far I what to bless paul for been there for us and helping us on the things we mess up on are been there to protect us all thank you a lot and my god be what you and famliy Paul thank you very much.

All last week and this week I been getting up pass the time I need to ho to work, so what I'm trying to do is get up as fast as I can do what I need to do and get to work the best way I can to hlep out my team. Work been kindla ok when Paul was gone but thinks Will work out better I hope.

So far I been reading a nice ass book that I see, a few weeks ago that was really really good and I injoy reading this great ass book VAMPIRE KISSES. Man soo alsome *giggles 

I been waiting for my taxs to came in the mail that did not evening came so I had to call these people to see what was going on what them and the lady told me that she have to send them back out again. This time I hope that I get it in about 2 to 4 weeks I hope. And moms keep telling me " BOY WAY AND THE HELL YOU KEEP YOUR BIKE ON A FLAT FOR?" all I said to her " MAN THIS GROUND IS SOMETHING ELSE". But I hope to not keep putting it on a flat.

Will today was friday one of my happy days that I do not have to work on the weekend right, today when I came into work E told me this *when we got to are frist building * " HEY LETS HAVE THE NEW GUY MOP THIS ONE OK! I'm looking at him in a way that E was not playing on this one. So he called over the new guy and told him this " HEY MAN IS IT ALL RIGHT IF YOU DO THIS BUILDING?" The new guy say "ok" but diana  came in and told are sup  supervisor  that it was NOT his turn  to * MOP*  today it was going to be next week. And boy was E very  MAD AT HER. So all day form what he telling me he was not going to talk to HER all day.

Dr eyes BIG move

WOW what a day me and my mother had to move out of are old home and into this now home.*is soo happy* anyway we all most there what the money and I hope and pray we go the new PLACE *YAY*.

Soo far LAST week when a coworking of mines said " Dr.e ill HELP YOU WHAT THE MONEY IF YOU NEED IT OK" I look at her and said "OK MAMA THAT I BE GOOD" and right when I got the MONEY the fucking place got rented out. Boy me and moms was soo piss off we whated to put are foot up those people ass but what can we do first come first get.

Me and my GF fine what are ways and I hope she Will have a happy great life.As long as I have the holy farther I am blessed.I just wish things did not what the way they what down last week.

Soo far I am staying over a friends house,my mother is staying over my ants house until we get back on are feet *yay*. 

Soo far as I been staying at my friends mj house,things for these NEW apartment  are kindla ok I hope. I just wish I can help my mother a little bit more.As of me and mj he sown me around his apartment witch was nice of him,his room was a little bet of a mess but we both clean things up.

Mj was telling me about he whated to get into his abdl side I looked at him and said "OK DUDE WHAT EVERY YOU WHATED TO DO IT IS COOL WHAT ME." So what he did was he what to the restroom to get dress for bed right, I heard this odd  noise  coming form him. ( I GIGGLED A LITTLE ) and told him " HEY CAN I PUT 1 OF THESE ON ME". He said "OK"  then we what to biddy bye (No I was not in his bed I sleeping on the floor).

As it is getting close to the end of the mouth of february, I'm still staying at his house.Me and moms are trying to get this NEW place as fast as we can before time run out.

What a toothache.

Man all last week,that I was at work my tooth began to ache all day and I did not know what was going on. All my coworkers was looking at me say " HEY MAN IS YOU OK BECAUSE YOU DO NOT LOOK GOOD AT ALL" I told them "YEA I'M OK,I JUST HAVE A TOOTHACHE THAT IS ALL". All he told me was " YOU SHOULD GET THAT CHECK OUT MEN BEFORE IT GETS BAD DUDE." So all I for just these 2 days I worked and told my friend that I will not be coming in for a few days.
When I got up wednesday morning  my other SIDE MY MOUTH begin  to irritate me. * I all most cryed when that sharp pain came at me like that*  So what I did was I called my job telling them I will not be able to come  today. They told me "OK THAT IS FINE WE HOPE THAT YOU GET BETTER SOON!". My mother came in and say " BOY I TOLD YOU ABOUT EATING ALL THAT JUNK FOOD AND SODA !" I looked at her and said " I STOPED DOING ALL OF THAT REALLY IT CAN NOT BE FORM THAT." she looked at me and giggled a little. " YEA OK SON REMEMBER I WASN'T BORN YESTERDAY." Then that when she sit down and said  " HAVE YOU ATE ANY THING HARD" I said " NO I HOPE NOT". Then that when I told her that I'm about to go see a dentist to see about my tooth.
My other mommy called me to see on how I was doing. I told  her about my tooth and she told me to go to the STORE to.get something but I forgot what she told me to go buy. But she did wish that I get better soo and hope that it does not come back soon.

Soo far me and moms is SAVEING THE  MONEY FAR ARE MOVE TO A NEW PLACE. But 1 of the landlord  was not answering her phone  soo time on us is getting very short . I hope and pray that she at least answers her phone in time for us at least talk  to her about the place we are about to move in.

Are day to move to a better place.

Wow I hope this year go's buy really show because me and my mother is about to move and hope that we get the place soon. My mommy thinks that me and her should  move in togetter but I really do not have the money like that. But I did told my mommy that I will help her on anything she will need like a good bf I am.

I now that I have not been on my site as much because I got me a new phone and been soo busy trying to help out my mother on getting her new place and trying to bee and do right what my gr that things was not as I whated them to be.

I had a ok new year got SUCK on it alittle,but now I am better now thank god. I just do not what to do that again are I do not now how and the hell me got SUCK in the first got dam place. I now all of last week it was foge men you can not see nothing outside,and boy the night's keep getting colder and colder every fucking night that is why  mom's told me " BOY YOU BETTER BUY YOU A JACKET BEFORE YOU END UP CATCHING A COLD  THERE"  I  looked at moms and boy she is fucking right as cold it was that night I would of been sick and there was nothing I could of do but just try to get better as fast as I can.

Men I really really had soo much fun at my boss house. They throw  a little christmas party  at her house,boy did I had a great time over there. Her family was also on dancing  witch that was funny to me. *all most  cryed like a little girl* but it was great. I did a video on it but do to the kids in and out of the shop's I could not put it to my site.

THE 911 MEMORIAL

I will NEVER forget what with done on that day and every time it is this day I still PRAY for the love ones and the people that dead inside the Trade Center.Here is a nice video that I got for the 911 memorial

"The love ones that came to the memorial"

"The names of the love ones that pass and will always be there what us all"


                                                         MAY GOD BLESS US ALL

Last few week's I been sad because 1 of my friends that I have worked with had what to a other JOB, I wish him the BEST.. BIG MIKE you is still a great friend to me and I hope that you do good at your NEW JOB much love form me brother.I been working hard trying to save some MONEY UP, But thing's in my life is not that good,having to pay bills and thing's evening my abdl. I just wish I had my own place to do my abdl but thing's will work out the best of me. My family is ok I been working hard to *again* SAVING SOME FUCKING MONEY but thing will work out.My friend MJ is doing good at moping  I told my boss that the brother needs to learn how to do this...But yay I still love all my friends and family evening my loving mommy COCO much hugs and KISS to her.

I now when I was what my mommy that day I was thing about having SEX what her but I just whated to take thing's show because I did not now wether she what it are not *giggles* but I hope that me and her be the best of mommmy to me ever. She what to take me out to the movies in the NEXT to WEEKS soo I better find out what movies are coming out. O and I got me and NEW KICK ASS game boy this game is soo fucking cool me love it alot, I do not now if you babies may are may not hear. but the game is called "DEAD ISLAND" man if you guys do not have this game are if you do tell me what you all think of it? O buy the way mommy may or may not now of the game,do not what to now when she find out too. Here is the opening of the game me have xox O but the way this game is just for us adult's that what makes it soo fucking FUN  hell yay.

NI NI and have a BLESS baby day.